As of last night it looks like I’m having a miscarriage. I started bleeding last night around 10:00 and was feeling pretty weak today because I’ve lost so much blood so Chris is taking the day off to be with me, just to be sure.
Considering all that, I’m doing pretty well. It’s hard to lose a little one, our hearts are so tender and we hope and pray for the best and sometimes God’s plan is different than what we expect. We told the kids this morning and the boys were so sweet about it. Aidan said, “this baby is in heaven and the next baby will be number 6 because we skipped number 5.” :( I just thought it was so sweet that he considered this baby a family member who is in heaven and that if the Lord blesses us again it will be number six.
Thank you all for your encouraging and loving comments, it’s been so nice to feel the support of those that we love. We are going to shut down the comments on the posts about me expecting. Thanks ahead of time for your thoughts and prayers.